Well, the state of Michigan denied me my medical disabilty. I’m sure I’ll lawyer-up and win, but more work awaits a man who can barely get through winter right now without daily, severe pain.

I fell in love (again 😉 ); and I thought I would ring in 2018 with enough money to be able to not only live like a normal human, but also (in time) see her.

That first night they denied me I cried myself to sleep. I don’t know what to do, I thought. And I still don’t.

I’m so fucking sick and tired of waiting. I’m 30. I made this site in 2011. I wrote a book! And I’m tired… I just am.

I think the Chiefs will beat Tennessee; the Rams should outlast Atlanta; Jacksonville will probably crush the Bills; and I hope the Saints destroy Carolina.

$narf went 17-0 in his fantasy football league. Undefeated champ: http://games.espn.com/ffl/leagueoffice?leagueId=611629&seasonId=2017

I learned Todd Gurley is the best RB in the NFL. Antonio Brown the best WR. Matthew Stafford the best QB (but you knew that!) I think the Steelers & Chiefs are the best two teams in the AFC. Saints & Rams in the NFC.

I still have a nice house to wake up in. But I’m afraid. Afraid life is passing me by. I worked my whole life to get into U of M, then found out it was a pyramid scheme.

Trump beat my girl Hillary and I can’t get disability. I can’t go back to college. And, for now, I can’t see my girl.

If I didn’t have football and these weights my brother got me for Christmas to lift with, I don’t know what I’d do.

Tom, if you’re out there: please, help a snarf run down his dreams. I’ve given this world everything I have.